Thursday, January 19, 2012
9:02 PM ●

Happy new year ! A great year ahead, today's sch organised new year celebration..
It quite excited..
Hmm, I though that I had been replaced you in my heart
But when the moment you stepped into the hall, the first sight of you..
Made my heart jump like crazy, all those memories Pop-ping out in my mind..
Then, I noticed you're not replaced!
Seeing you so happy, I feel better, not worries on you :) really <3

The Way you answer me, I feel that I'm your friend :) thank you for still treating me as your friend :)
Have so much things gonna ask you.. There's no chance.
Feeing great that can see you today :) somehow have a strong feeling to cry out,
Somehow feeling to hug you tight and release you inside my heart. Putting a full stop in our's love story .

Pls work hard on your study :) I am sure that you can do it :)
Lord bless :D

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Thursday, June 30, 2011
6:44 AM ● STRESS

happy birthday to you,zt.
hope you enjoy your birthday :)

TODAY IS O LEVEL MT ORAL !!
i feel my reading is best i give myself 8/10 ^.^
but my conversation worst :( the teacher total asked my 4 questions !!
i think i only get a pass 15/30 :(

omg! i really need to practice my maths !!
ytd, Mrs leong teach me new things, i havent understand then she teach another method >.> i feel so stress man !!

next ! N lvl english oral is coming !
oh my gosh ~~ i got to speak english from now onwards ^.^
FIGHTING HWEEYEE !!

hmm,you fell down, take care yeah :)
bye !

end my post back to my lovely bed :D

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Wednesday, June 29, 2011
5:06 AM ● full stop

today, maths lesson have 3 periods,
i very unhappy, i cant concentrate at all..
just because of you!
the sitting arrangement that teacher plan really make me angry !
i want change place also dun let !!

i want to stay away from you ! why must teacher make us sit until so near!
but i believe myself ! i will avoid and ignore you.. i will only concentrate on my study ! please stop thinking the childish way ! dun give me hell ! how i wish i'm not the same class with you now, i feel that you keep want make me jealous..
pls stop it, it will only hurt me and yourself, lets be stranger from now on.maybe like that you will feel better..

i feel sad to say it like that,but i really wish to close down this relationship.
we cant keep on like that,we gonna move on.
as you now have a new stead,so i cant continue to show how much i care for you, how much i miss you , how much i love you.
all these need a fullstop ^^
hope you will be happy everydays.
i'm a stupid woman in the earth !
i believe wad things you said,i always put inside my heart. but today, i realized it, how you wish not to see me, i think you hate wednesday is bcos you need to sit so near with me, i wanna to let you noe, no matter wad, you gonna concentrate on your study too.

i notice without you, seem like something missing in my life, but i will not stay at the moment that with you, i will try my best to move on, not to think about you..
这样对我们最好，爱你就该让你幸福。。
i finally know how important this sentence mean to me.

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Monday, June 27, 2011
5:21 AM ● cant forget you

hello, firstly, i was happy bcos my friends (rabiyah,sari,cecelia) were welcome me back to school, this make me feel i'm not alone!

secondly, i feel surprise that see you, but sadly, we juz like passer by..
seem like dunno each other at all.. i feel very sad, wad you post at FB, is'nt saying me? or i think too much ??

ytd, drink beer not bcos of wanna sleep early, is bcos i think of you agn..
are you?? i miss your hug, your jokes.. you everythings that we share with each other..

MONDAY,i have 4 periods seeing you..
TUESDAY,i have 5 periods seeing you..
WEDNESDAY,i have 3 periods seeing you..
THURSDAY,i have 5 periods seeing you..
FRIDAY,i have 2 periods seeing you..

why when after we break we see each other so long ??!!
but when we tgt , like a day only 3 periods!!
why god(father) plan this??
i think god(father) want me to be strong, at the same time god(father) is testing us..
i hope we can take up this challenge tgt??
i'm stupid to ask this..
you have new stead, cant say much~

how i wish your FB is saying me..
'i cant stop myself from thinking of you, hope can chat with you now.'
i hope your 'you' is for me....

love you very much still :(
tmr is d&t lesson.. i dunno how m i going to die,
you and her so close every lesson,
hope you wont give me hell tmr !
thanks alot!

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Friday, June 24, 2011
6:33 AM ● at the end, you chosen to leave me.

dunno why, my mind still full of your picture, your memories,
everynight, will think of you, cry over you..
just cannot fall asleep..
you told me, you are in a relationship,
i hope you and her will last long,
but i dunno what to do but to wish you.

when the moment you told me, i was started crying..
how i wish that was a dream to me..
i didn't msg you not mean i give up on you.

i feel that i m so stupid, your one word, can make me smile all day..
your one action can make me cry whole day..
seriously, i dunno how to let go..
'no matter what happen, must smile,
to have a better day tmr. remember! there is always a next time'
sound familiar ?

the last time we slp tgt,
the last time we eat dinner tgt,
the last time we take train tgt,
the last kiss..
i will lock inside my heart.

goodbye. dun hurt other girls anymore.
the feeling is worst.

now,school going to reopen,
lets work hard :)

i should end my post..
tat unwanted love ..
不能勉强，我也不知该怎么办~~~

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Saturday, August 7, 2010
12:15 AM ● do things WITHOUT my PERMISSION

tat day..
i found a lappy at 812 bus around 3-4pm.
i wanna take this comp report to police,
but (Y) said dun give it to the police,
cos the police oso will not find the owner,
den (Y) said you take this lappy,
and keep told miie not to tell anyone.
but i dunno how to on it wif password,
so (Y) suggested his friends noe how to reformat,
edward & i trust (Y), but at the end it turn out sth else..

we waiting and waiting...
until tat day, (H)come ask miie sth.
(H) told miie tat (Y) sold lappy perious weeks !!
i was like 'FREAK' !!
den i try to ask (Y) tat where the lappy,
done already,
(Y) keep answer miie the wad mother board spoilt or
nid long time..
i started dun trust (Y)~
i keep ask (Y),
edward msg (Y), on wed(04/08/2010).
told (Y) to take back the lappy at (06/08/2010).
(Y) said 'ok'
guess wad ??!!
(Y) ignore my call !!
(Y) nvr answer, we still though tat (Y) maybe bathing cant pick up,
but we had tried 2-3 hours..
den (Y) msg edward tat said the lappy i sold to the shop man,
cause the shop man accidently drop the coffee on the lappy and it mother board dead.
so the shop man give (Y) $10.
WTF !!
i nvr AGREE i wanna sell it lei !!
PLEASE LA !!
the shop man still think tat i dun dare to report police !!
keep said is i steal de !!
did (Y) so stupid go tell his friends
(hey ! this is my friend found the lappy on the bus,
now nid to reformat .)
WTF !!
BULLSHIT LA HOR !!
will it happen not ??!!
want to find excuse find a better one la hor !!
TO (Y) !!
YOU THINK CAREFULLY LA !!
YOU THINK I REALLY SO STUPID HUH !!

sigh~
noe wad ??
the shop man called miie ytd night around (10pm-11pm)
den i asked him how come the lappy will spoilt,
he told miie he accidentaly pour the coffee on the lappy tat why it cant work!
den i asked him nvm, i juz want back the comp.
den he told miie tat he given the $10 to (Y)
so i cant get back the lappy.
he still told miie he had taken out all the things from the lappy AND THROW AWAY !!
and i said you have no right to take out the thing from the lappy and throw away !!
den he said this lappy is not yours ~
is you steal de.
i was like wtf sia !!
i nvr steal is i found it de !!
after tat he said,
(you nvr steal den can you tell miie your parent is teacher not)
den i was like (huh)
he told miie this comp is MOE de .
den i said (i dunno about it.)
he keep said i steal !!!
wtf wtf wtf !!
i got so stupid steal ppl comp den ask (Y) go reformat not !!
and i nid so angry not !!
IF I STEAL IT, I DARE TO TELL MY FRIENDS NOT !!
LOLS ! USE YOUR BRAIN LEI !!
den he said (is not his PROBLEM !!)
den i asked him,
(you made the lappy spoilted,
do you hv responsibility ??)
den he said (you dun talk this kind of thing to miie, is not my problem)
i really feel like slapping him !!
izzit wad a shop man will say this kink of thing ma ??
MY GOD ~!!
den he keep repeat not his problem and hang the call....


To ALL :
do you believe such things ??
at 1st said help miie make lappy,
at the end dunno sold the lappy or wadever shyt !!

i noe i have fault,
but whose fault more serious ??!!
(Y) dun even tell miie den sold the lappy !!
think wad ??
i am stupid enough to let you like tat play huh !!
you think you very clever ??

my mummy want miie get back the lappy report to police !!
if not they will scold miie until (~).
to (Y),
better return back to miie.
my mummy said she will make a police report !!
dun play or lies alr !!
give miie back !!
you dun believe my mother will make police report jiu try bah ~!

PLEASE TELL MIIE WAD TO DO !!
I GOING TO EXPLODE !!


RETURN IT ASAP !!
DUN MAKE THIS CASE BECOME SERIOUS CASE !!
(Y).

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Sunday, May 16, 2010
12:28 AM ● my wishes and for all























yo !!
my mid-year EXAM finally going to end soon !!
tuesday last paper..
finally can bit slack ^^
hmm,
my baobei want miie bring miie out on monday ,
to see couple ring~!!
so happy(:
my vivian(mummy) finally stead wif freddie.
so it mean nth is impossible !!
i hope xueting wont keep think of tat CGX anymore,
i hope she can really face the fact.
i hope amy can face other relationship ^^
as for xuan~
hee hee
i hope xuan dun feel extra or wad when we get tgt ^^
i hope vivian will last long wif freddie,
coming this june holiday,
i hope all of you can go out tt wif miie,
play until like crazy !!
my 8th month anniversary juz pass ^^
haha
now looking for 9th month anniversary yeah ^^
because my baobei said going to buy a new ring for our 9th month..
haha
so happy yeah ^^

my big family tree in school~
sound so childish -.-
vivian & fred is my mum & dad ,
hweeyee & edward,
den alan is my bro,
xuan is my daughter,
xt is xuan's wife,
amy is xuan and xt daughter..

our crazy photos ^^

end here ^^

xxxxxx

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